2025 见证分享 Testimony (1)

在这段时间，教会鼓励我们开始朗读文章，操练开口向自己传道。起初，我并没有看到有什么改变，我依然觉得这里不行，那里也不足，再加上外界的要求，各种声音和压力，使我几乎喘不过气来。那时候，我的身体也出现了一些状况，心里开始疑惑，就问自己：“我到底信的是什么？耶稣到底为我成就了什么？然而，就在持续几周的朗读中，心里的眼睛渐渐被开启，看见福音所揭示的祂的救赎之工。这彻彻底底地改变了我！我明白了，我不需要再向山举目寻求帮助，而是从我里面激发出来（基督在我里面成了荣耀的盼望）。奇妙的事情发生了。我开始有突破有进展了。长年累月的失眠，如今竟能一觉睡到天亮；现在，在工作上，智慧和能力不断从我里面涌流，使我可以应对那些曾让我束手无策的各样操作。原来我是从神而生的，是爱的本质而生，光的本质而生，没有什么黑暗能遮盖这光。从文章中我看到，当“入口处“夠大夠亮，当我真正明白福音的大能大力，使我学会从灵而看、随灵而行时，我的一切都取决于我如何看待自己的生命：基督就是我的新生命，一切问题都已经在我脚下！哈利路亚！感谢主！

During that time, the church encouraged us to start reading the devotions and proclaiming them to ourselves. Initially, I did not see much value in it—I felt inadequate in some areas and lacking in others. Worldly demands, voices, and all kinds of pressure made it hard for me to catch my breath. My body began to show symptoms, and doubts arose in my heart. I asked myself: What exactly do I believe? What did Jesus really do for me? As I continued to read the devotions for several weeks, my heart began to see how the gospel reveals His work of redemption, which has completely transformed me. I no longer need to lift up my eyes to the mountains, but from within me something springs forth—Christ in me, the hope of glory. Something wonderful began to happen. I started to make good progress. After years of chronic insomnia, I am now able to sleep soundly throughout the night. In my work, where many tasks once felt impossible, His wisdom and power flow within me. I realized that I am born of God, born of love itself, born of the very essence of light itself—no darkness can ever overshadow this light. Through these devotional messages, I realize that when the door is wide and bright enough, and when the power of the gospel is revealed, I can see and walk by the spirit. Everything pertaining to my life depends only on how I view it: Christ is my new life, and every problem is already under my feet. Hallelujah! Praise the Lord!